It’s been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It’s time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we’d stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don’t wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you where mine for life

We we’re thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It’s time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

If the clouds don’t clear
Then well rise above it, well rise above it
Heavens gate is so near
Come walk with me through
Just like we use to, just like we use to

Lets take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It’s time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

i relli do wonder.

does dying really hurts?

how bad?

does it gives u freedom?

or is dying just another beginning of a whole new level of torture.

oh wait i already know the answer to this.

in my case torture definitely.

n sumhow i think torture is not so bad.

dun worry not suicidal.

i jus wonder

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hate being sick.

especially today of all days.

n i m much more frustrated n angry cos i went to the doc n stupid doc didn’t quite check properly.

otherwise why would i still be sick 4 days later, at the end of her medicine supply n my condition only improved a slight bit at one part.

and at other parts worsen.

i used to hav only cold, with blocked nose, blocked throat n headaches.

now i still hav all of those. with the throat feeling like its swollen.

n now i am having chest pain n coughing.

stupid doc.

n i especially hate that i m feeling so miserable on today of all days.

n wat sucks most is when i start feeling a bit better it suddenly turns rapidly for the worse.

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i am in an epic battle.

i have been fighting for days to win but my enemy is a hard one to beat.

there has been bleeding.

there has been choking.

there has been head injuries.

there has been lot of recovery time taken in this battle.

but still the battle continues.

i hav just acquired new help yesterday.

but today it seemed tat my enemy is gaining another advantage.

i fought back with heat.

my fren too is in this epic battle.

she is now recovering on my bed.

we shall fight together in this battle.

i hav no doubt we shall win.

our enemy is…

SEASONAL FLU!

i shall yell THIS IS SPARTA!! when i take my weapons of pills and face masks.

lol.. i think mlia is rubbing off on me.

neways i hate having flu. i m currently sticking tissue in my nose. i think my nose is distorted from all the blowing. stupid flu. hopefully all those medicine i got from the doc yesterday kills it soon. thank god i am still resisting cough n fever altho it almost felt like i am abt to have sore throat today.

 

okey for the past two and a half years i have been in japan thursdays have always been the day i hated most. because for some reason my class schedule is always full on thursday and the weather on that day always sucks.

seriously, if it’s going to rain heavily, or snow. it’s on that day.

and since my class is full i have no choice but to endure the storm and go to class. not to mention it would usually be very important classes n also very hard classes that i hate.

so i hated thursdays. since it’s like a bad luck day for me.

and tuesdays has always been nice. lack of classes.

nice day to hang out.

but it seems to have gone wrong this semester.

okay given i still have a somewhat full schedule on thursdays. but it’s a relaxing class for me since it’s a class to prep me for my thesis next year and i have such a cool laidback lecturer in charge.

and tuesday i only have one class. not much. n i can’t relli say it’s a hated class.

but this sem thursday class starts late. while tuesday its the first period in the morning.

and the bad weather now seems to fall on tuesday. i will wake up on tuesdays to a cold, breezy morning which meant it is raining. and i hate going to class while its raining. the umbrella only covers so much of you while ur cycling to school. at least snow doesn’t relli make u wet unless dun flick it away before it melts on you.

and also my bad luck seems to fall on tuesday too. three times already i got worked up to do something on tuesdays and something will happen to make me cancel my plans.

urrgghh.. next tuesday better have an excellent weather to make up for today.

very much annoyed