Only a person like me can have a 5 hour conversation abt serial killers.
And consequently dream of bludgeoning a guy’s head and then chopping it off like ptg kelapa to make sure he is dead.
Not only that, I find relief in researching serial killers.
I know it sounds sick but in a way it keeps me in check of my normalcy. well relative to them of course.
And i find the mystery of serial killers like jack the ripper n ted bundy attractive;p
And i openly admit ted bundy is damn charming.

look at his smile, he looks totally normal no?
does he look like a guy who rapes n bludgeon 35 women? well he did, n his true total is unknown. n he is damn manipulative. a true psychopath. (not to be confused with psychotic) psychopaths r ppl lacking of empathy, fear or remorse. they r highly intelligent n manipulative. this guy senses vulnerability in others n uses them for his own benefit. psychotics r ppl who r cuckoo who r in their own reality, hearing voices etc.
but apart from him i find this guy, gary heidnik hot.

He may not kill as much as ted bundy but his crimes r much more horrific. Despite being a schizophrenic, he has had careers of being a nurse, in the army n so on. He is an intelligent investor who got himself filthy rich. He had looks, money n brains.
Can u imagine sumone like tat kidnapping n torturing 6 women for months. Raping them daily, wanting them to carry his child. Puncturing their ear drums so they can hear him coming. Bury them in a deep pit in his basement. When one of them died of starvation, he chopped the pieces apart n blended them n labeled them dog food n force the other women to eat it.
These ppl r just scary. scarier than me being obsessed of them for a few days now;p
Btw, there is actually a real IT killer. the clown killer. Am curious if stephen king got the story from him or vice versa.
I hate clowns.